Crazy Making

Crazy making is your abuser’s weapon of choice. If s/he successfully throws you off-balance mentally or emotionally, then you are easier to control.

Abusers carry out crazy making in many ways. For example, s/he may say one thing and then swearing they said the opposite or didn’t say it at all, talk the talk but not walk the walk, and claim that you are crazy, unbalanced, forgetful, out to get them, etc.

If you’re a victim of a crazy maker, you often feel lost, disconnected, unsure of your standing in the relationship, and unsure of yourself. You learn to doubt your perceptions because every time you say “The sky is blue” your abuser says, “The sky is green.” Over time, you become brainwashed enough to believe you no longer see that dazzling blue sky! Crazy making makes you feel like you are the crazy one. (See How to Argue With An Abuser”)

crazy making makes you feel like you're the crazy one

Crazy Making Behavior in Abusive Relationship

Crazy making takes on a variety of forms. Check the list below for examples from my story of abuse of many types of crazy making.


Crazy making occurs when your partner tells you what he wants, but when you meet or surpass his expectation, he claims that you didn’t do as he asked. He issues a second, greater expectation and acts like it was what he’d wanted all along.

Less Than I Am – I feel like I’m always proving my love to him, but I always fail in his eyes. Always. I can’t do anything well enough…


Crazy makers have two sets of rules. One set for you, a second set for him, and he usually doesn’t follow the rules he set for himself.

Moody Depressed Alone – Why? How do I get him to stop? Why doesn’t he treat me the way he expects me to act?…


Crazy makers disrupt the peace with physical violence or intimidating behavior designed to scare you to the core. You never know for sure when he’ll erupt so anxiety becomes a big issue. Afterwards, his story does not match yours, but he insists his version is the truth so convincingly you begin to think the events weren’t as bad as you remember.

Hateful Things – …he grabbed my face and shoved me in the corner…he woke me up to angrily ask about the toilet being clogged. Twice. He was on the phone when the toilet got clogged with the toy, so he knew about it before he got home…

He Found the Guns – my abuser lists all the reasons he is mad but will not consider my reasons for hiding the guns as relevant or concerning…

Half Dead Mouse – I am feeling exactly how he wants me to feel…like his plaything…

Goodbye and Good Luck - veiled threats my abuser can later pass off as my imagination feed into the very real craziness that has become my life…


Crazy makers, abusers, use your moments of weakness to enact major relationship changes. After they’ve made the decision, they tell you that it was your idea in the first place so you have no reason to be upset.

No More Children – my husband used my grief over another miscarriage to “convince” me I didn’t want any more children and then ran out to get a vasectomy.

Along those same lines, crazy makers will make decisions that completely change your life together without your knowledge, and then pretend like they care about your feelings after the fact.

No Choice In The Matter – my abuser makes huge life-changing decisions without my input, but acts as if he cares about my response (usually after it’s too late)…


Crazy makers “collect evidence” and spy on you. They interpret your actions in a way that paints you in the worst possible light. You partly believe them because they’ve got the “facts” right; you question yourself because the abuser is so convinced of your immorality.

Eavesdropping – my abuser acts in ways that make me feel fearful, but then tells me I am acting spiteful or crazy or whatever…he cannot comprehend my reactions to him…

Jabbing Will – my use of a phone conversation with another person to give a message to my husband (who is listening in) is my way of turning the tables on his evidence collecting…


Crazy makers point to an event in your personal history and tell you, repeatedly, that it has something to do with your current relationship problems with him.

You Hate Men! – …The rape – Will says it has something to do with our marriage problem…

Who’s Warped – …my abuser insists that  I am the “crazy” one…Will says …my relationship with him is wrapped up in my warped view of men in general…


Crazy makers never give you the straight truth. They run their words through a filter that ensures they can say you misunderstood them when you call them on their bullshit.

Staying In Abusive Marriage – my abuser keeps me in the dark about his feelings so he can change them at will and use my ignorance against me…


Crazy makers give you plenty of reasons to be upset, stressed out and angry, but tell you that you imagine drama where there is none and have no excuse to feel angry.

Underlying Anger – …I couldn’t understand why I was angry …His mind is in my mind, and in my mind, I have “no reason to be angry.”…

Mountains From Molehills – crazy-making behavior is designed to point the questions away from the abuser…


Crazy makers attempt to define who you are, what you’re doing, what you’re feeling, and what you’re thinking without asking you any questions. They assume to know you when the only person they know is their own selfish selves.

Self-Discipline – my abuser tells me what I am so often that I think I am that label and then my idea of what I am changes to match his…

Protect You – he wants to protect me from what he thinks I think…

Prediction – So me pretending to hold his viewpoints is me being me? Or is it me pretending to be him, sending mixed messages to the boys about what my own viewpoints MAY or MAY NOT be?!…


Crazy makers flip their mood on a whim. One second they’re sweet and kind, the next second they’re in a boiling rage. They blame you for their ugliness and credit themselves for their good behavior.

Nice Again – the abuser’s use of the nice-guy persona guarantees the victim will feel as if her memory of the bad-guy must be warped, thereby playing further into the abuser’s hand…

Opals and Roses – my abuser is “evil” and then “good” repeatedly until I get to the point of wanting to forget the bad stuff quickly to hopefully save my sanity…

Nothing For Me Here – my abuser wants me to believe that I control his ability to relax in his own home; in short, he says I am in control of his thoughts and emotions…so if he is upset then it is my fault.


Crazy makers will rape you and then pretend they didn’t. Because of your intimate sexual relationship, you question your perception and think that maybe you misinterpreted the event.

Sexual Punishment – …there is no sexual abuse when you’re married, … right?…


Crazy makers blame you for every bad thing in your relationship or their life. They rarely if ever take responsibility for their hurtful actions and words, and if they do take responsibility for something it’s because they’re trying to convince you that they love you.

It’s All You – …image shows him angry and me ashamed or cowering, accepting the blame…just the way abusers want it to be…


Crazy makers try to warp your reality so you begin to feel insecure and indecisive. Constant labeling, lying, and intimidating behavior work to bully you into submissiveness.

Drunk & Pissed – my abuser goes back on his word consistently and calls me names that describe himself in his effort to shake my understanding of reality…

In Over My Head – my abuser attempts to insert his thoughts into my head and wants me to act as if they’re my own…

Broken Agreement – going back on promises and pretending they were never made, blaming me for the loss of his personal items, storming and stomping, ignoring me…all provide a crazy-making environment.


Crazy makers use your intimate confessions against you, turning you inward on yourself and making you your own worst enemy. Self-doubt robs you of confidence.

Participant in My Own Abuse – the more I question myself, the more likely I am to relinquish control to someone else…Am I codependent? Am I an abuser? Am I an active participant in my own abuse?…

Police Report – his crazy-making diverts my attention onto questioning myself…


Crazy makers withdraw emotionally and/or physically from you by refusing to talk and offering no explanation for their abrupt shut-down.

Staying In Abusive Marriage – I feel that Will is on board too, and that unites us and strengthens us forever…(shouldn’t he tell me these things instead of make me guess?)…


Crazy makers twist your words, dart from topic to topic during arguments, and use your confusion to wear you down during arguments.

Trick or Treat? – We’ll see if anything he said at the end of the “conversation” last night stays true or if, as I fear, his first opportunity to back pedal and twist my words becomes my next soul-stealing verbal bashing…

Never Change – protection mode, defensive mode…crazy-making results in the abuse victim resorting to an emotional or mental defense mechanism to shield themselves from further injury…

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Comments

  1. Constance E. Day says:

    Ever so true. Keep up the good work.

  2. Eavesdropping: As I came in half frozen from spending 10 hours at a snow clearing job, I heard my wife say in a very clear voice, “Oh, he (me) is too stupid to know what I am doing to him.” She was on the phone with a life-long friend and her words stopped me in my tracks. I waited a day to cool down, then asked her about it over a Starbucks munchie. She said, “Oh did your hear that? I was only making a conversational joke. She knew I’d heard it – she said it very loud during her conversation that had been conducted in whispers and giggles up to that statement.

    I took many jobs to keep a roof over her head and food on the table while more than once settling for a slice of bread or two day old pizza between travelling from job to job. How is it that she can say I “willfully and with felonious intent set out to establish a pattern of spousal surveillance?”

    My wife has an extremely rare form of cerebral palsy. I run a 20 plow with 10 broken ribs (according to respirologist) and went through 3 bouts of bacterial meningitis, the third survived only with the help of my then pet wolf.

    Who is the abuser? Who is the abused?

    Anyone care to reply?

  3. I bought a football jersey and personalized it with my name and the number of a player I admired. My husband said nobody is going to know ho that person is, and he wouldn’t have done it that way. I said repeatedly I chose it for personal reasons and not because the number was retired, etc. Then when we get home he wants to know how much the jersey costs then it was a random purchase wasn’t it? Wasn’t it? He asked again like a was a kid he was trying to get to agree. I re-explained it wasn’t and that I had thought hard about it. Then he switched to how I would have to explain about it to people and how I was impatient about people “asking me things” I was like, what things? And he couldn’t come up with anything. Then I asked him what was his real concern about the jersey, wasn’t it the cost? Was that it? And he kept saying it was about me. And I told him should be more concerned about his road rage and then he lost it! If this isn’t crazy making, I don’t know what is. I am sick of this shit and I don’t know what to do. We have these kind of arguments all the time and I’m at wits end. He will not go to counseling either.

  4. Anonymous says:

    I think he is crazy n u are not alone but l have a boyfriend and he manipulates me l can’t do nothing right he took me to by a,car with mymoneys down payment and took it back cause l went home n it he wanted it parked n his yard and so he gave me my money back and took da car back n sais l could drive his truck a truck wi th h no heat n no backseat to put da kids in we all n da front but l drove it kept my money nsaid l dont have to worry about a note but see he wasnt even worried about a car he had three already n l.was walking my babies to school so when l said l wanted a car all of a,sudden he said he wanted one too l dont know he makes me doubt myself all the time ?

  5. Anonymous says:

    Why does all literature concerning the subject of abusive relationships remain so one sided? Everything I read is written from the point of view that it is men doing this to women. My ex-wife routinely engaged in this type of behavior and had learned it from her mother. Also, many of my friends are in or have been in the same type of relationship. When a man tries to discuss it, even with counsellors or knowledgeable people, you are automatically thought of as weak and typically invalidated. I am not weak by a long shot. I am a chemist and a scientist and actively try to prove my own opinions wrong- in order to strengthen them or to make sure that I am indeed correct. Just to be clear, I am not trying to invalidate what many women have gone through. What I am trying to do is to get the acknowledgement that this goes both ways.

    • You’re absolutely right, Anon. This subject will remain one-sided until more men report it, talk about it, and bring it to society’s attention. Society already views women as “the weaker sex” so it is easier for us to talk about being abused openly; it is understandable why “the weak” COULD be abused. The position of strength men hold in society makes it harder for their stories to be understood (and believed). I believe you, and I’m sure many women posting to this blog also believe you. It isn’t us women who discriminate against male victims/survivors of intimate partner violence.

    • Yes, a lot of women are abusers too.

      Usually, when the men are the abusers, it can get scarier at times, because they are taller and stronger. Still, being abused by a woman is as painful, unhealthy, damaging,… as when men do it. It might even be more shameful, in some cases, as men are “supposed to be” as per society standards, stronger? Tough in both cases I say.

      • Men who abuse women are more likely to murder them than are women who abuse men. Stronger, testosterone overreaction … whatever it is, men kill women more often than women kill men.

        For abused women, domestic violence is MORE LIKELY to result in death. It isn’t that women never kill the men they abuse, it is simply (extremely) less likely they will do so.

        Physically abused men exist, and the abuse physically hurts them as much as a big ol’ dude punching a little ol’ woman because women often use objects and/or the element of surprise to increase their damage potential.

  6. I like the information here about broken promises, or denial of the promises ever being made. I have a spouse that is using every one of these tactics, and more than anything, I am ashamed that I have wasted so much of my time trying to psychoanalyze myself to make sure it wasn’t my flawed thinking. He is a liar, and is most likely a cheater as well. For the last 6 months he has left many hours unaccounted for, has been at places other than where he said he was, come home freshly showered, (and does not EVER go to the gym, so please don’t even suggest it). He has groomed himself in very odd ways, (personal grooming, after years of NEVER CARING ABOUT BEING SHAVED DOWN THERE), acted suddenly over protective of his phone..etc. He has lied about money, hours worked, claiming to have “fallen asleep in his truck when he didn’t come home until 10 pm..(he got out of work that day at 530 pm)…oh gawd, ad nauseum…Now suddenly he is being super attentive, playing with our 5year old son, etc. For months he claimed that he had “e.d.” as in, he can’t keep an erection. Now suddenly (since he “turned a new leaf”, he has erections every night! Amazing, isn’t it,? Lol. How about this: The stupid idiot is so ignorant that he thinks that I’m not smart enough to figure out that his “e.d” was just an overworked penis and that his bimbo just dumped him. Sorry if I sound bitter, people, I’m really not..I’ve just decided to quit trying to question my thinking when he’s the one who has destroyed our family, not me. And I’m not falling for any more of his lies…peace.

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