This entry is one day out of the journal I kept while I was still in the marriage. The whole thing, in order, is the book: My Abusive Marriage . . . and what i’m doing in it. Or read the first pages if you want to see whether it’s for you.
It's too hard
My thoughts hurt. My heart aches. My body is tired. I’m breaking into tears on the outside, but breaking into pieces on the inside.
This is too hard. I want to give up even caring if I’m in an unhealthy relationship or not.
But I won’t because once you’ve seen the truth, there’s no going back to the lies.
Posted in the Categories of: Effects of Abuse, During My Abusive Marriage, Domestic Violence Problems