Knot Spinning

Knot spinning. Not still.
...Foreboding...
Internal panic spinning my insides.

Reason? None. Questions:

Why is wrong one. How is wrong.

What is possible. When is the only one with an answer.
Since this morning.

Or is it? Also headache. Also stomach ache. Also blood. Also Who.

Try to calm. Just nerves. Just adjustment.

Just worry. Just Fear.

It's only heartburn. Right shoulder pain since last night, maybe yesterday.

It's only heartache. It's only love.

Grab the end of that knot and pull. It's hanging out anyway.

-Kellie Holly -written August 19, 2008