Videos About Abuse

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Links to the videos about abuse are in the list to the right.

I created my first videos about abuse because in 2008 I was very isolated from the outside world. I didn’t have any real friends, so I didn’t have anyone to tell about the abuse I experienced at home. I “knew people”, but they were “his people”.

My family lived far away and, honestly, I’d defended him to them so often that I felt ashamed to now admit he was abusing me.

It’s not like my family hadn’t said so, only that I hadn’t wanted to hear it.

So, isolated and scared, I started uploading videos to youtube. The collection is growing now that I’ve left him. I hope you find value in my own videos about abuse and those shared by others on youtube.

Some people say I was lucky to have Internet access as many abuse victims do not. I was lucky in that respect. Yet it hurt to know that I meant so little to him that he believed I completely disappeared from the world when he went to work each day. He literally thought I had no life outside of him.

Each abuser is unique yet eerily similar, just as all of us survivors have both unique yet similar stories to tell.

The picture on this page is one I started in 2008. I felt torn in two pieces: the part that wanted to love him and the part that wanted to leave him.