My Verbally Abusive Marriage

Recently I’ve been accused of not seeking work even though my husband was very worried about me staying at home “alone” so much of the time without “friends”. Somehow I missed his words encouraging me to “go to work” and his subsequent “begging” that I find a job. He has a very different perception from me when it concerns my activities of the past 18 years.

So anyway, I’ve been putting together a timeline of my marriage. When I worked, when I wanted to work, when I went to school, when I didn’t. Why I worked when I did and why I closed up shop or quit working. It’s quite the exhaustive list.

However, I’m missing the years 2005 and 2006 on my time line. I know I was working with my mother and sister on Bluelady Muse, but I have no real “record” of events like I do for the other years. I haven’t found my journals covering the time period. Maybe I didn’t journal at all during that time (doubtful, but maybe).

So despite the fact that I have marketing research to conduct and two resumes to write and some work on a friend’s site to complete, I am going to ignore all of that for now. I want to find my record. I want to know I existed. I want to remember what I was doing or maybe figure out why I wasn’t doing much.

Hopefully, I’ll have some journal entries posted to the “other part” of this site by tonight.

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1. Allison’s Abuse Testimonial
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4. Free to Follow My Dream
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