My Verbally Abusive Marriage

Once he told me that he missed talking and dreaming together after sex. He missed the pillow talk.

I wonder if he still misses it.

I’m not certain that I remember sweetness after love-making. I wonder if he’s thinking about someone else.

In a way, if he is remembering me, he is actually remembering “someone else.” Someone who felt cherished and nurtured. Someone who felt safe. Someone I was almost 20 years ago.

I want to be me with him again.

I wonder if I am remembering what was or what I wanted it to be.

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