Knot Spinning

Confusion and depression are hallmarks of abusive relationships. For the victim anyway - the  abuser knows what they are trying to do. They want to weaken.Knot spinning. Not still.

Foreboding

Internal panic

Reason? None. Questions:

Why is wrong one. How is wrong.

What is possible. When is the only one with an answer.

Since this morning.

Or is it? Also headache. Also stomach ache.
Also blood.  Also Who.

Try to calm – just nerves. Just adjustment.

Just worried. Just Fear.

It’s only heartburn. Right shoulder pain since

last night, maybe yesterday

It’s only heart ache.  It’s only love.

Grab the end of the knot and pull. It’s hanging out anyway.

-written August 19, 2008

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