Originally I titled this “What I Cause” to reflect the feelings my abuser imposed on me. It was my fault he blew up in rages, my fault he calmed down and used all his strength to revert to a position of “protector”.
Our fights never resulted in any good things, only feelings of guilt, shame, and remorse for me. He’d skip off to his shop to do whatever he did out there, leaving me to pick up the pieces.
- What Does Living With Abuse Feel Like?
- I Thought He Loved Me
- “Trophy Wife” Foretells the Story of Abuse
- Coming Apart – Losing Personal Boundaries
- Knot Spinning
- Hostile Take-Over
- Ten Rules To Live By In Abusive Relationships
Read My Abusive Marriage…and what i’m doing in it…you’ll think I married your husband.